Sometimes you just want to crush the very existence of an association in your life. But how often have you tried and failed thinking maybe at some level it may have meant even for a fraction of a moment that i existed. In this hope you keep on trying and suffering and then one day – it’s a snap! It just goes away like a bad burn, leaving behind a new skin, more pink and tender as what is also seen as a scar, i believe should be seen as a reminder that you would always be careful next time you bring your hand too near to the fire. I am exhausted to the verge of wanting to re-work my very nature of being accommodating and comforting.